I logged into an old email that I haven't used since we break up yesterday and saw an old email from him that I haven't read yet. This was an email send during the break up and the words were just hurtful. He said, "Move on, our relationship was never that great." I spent two years with the guy and gave him my best. I cooked, cleaned, and took care of him from A to Z. But I that wasn't enough. I was never good enough for him, he's also criticizing me. Two years of my life, to hear him respond with, the relationship was never that great.
I feel like someone just rips my heart out, threw it on the floor and is still stomping on it. I don't know when I'll have the ability to forget him, move on and be happy again. I haven't been happy in so long. Our break up was long and hard. I just want the ability to be able to hear a dumb joke and laugh again. I need to recover. I'm not sure where to start and how.
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